master doobie

sheesh, about a month ago already chuck (stepdad) called and asked if he was talking to the master doobie! hilarious. it was right after my doula training up in fridley. long and short of it - i getta be there with my sis and her boyfriend for the birth of my niece! i have to admit it was some slow and decidedly uncertain steps that led me to where we are now...but i am very excited and getting prepared. more on this later ;)

the roller coaster of life continues. our best man and old and dear friend gavin is in the hospital right now recovering from a near death experience. his heart stopped, they had to shock him back, they put him in a 24hr hypothermia state and pete's there visiting right now. not sure if he'll get to see rourkes or if he'll know pete or what. i am nervous and tired...but not even close to what leah is feeling. how upside-down can a girls world possibly turn? to be able to stay positive, keep hope alive and rely on friends and family - that's all you can do. and it's all words until you are really in the thick of it. i think a person's nature leads them where they are destined to be in circumstances like this. leah is calm, collected and steady in her everyday life...that will carry over. hang in there roukes! we love you!