Tuesday, August 31, 2010

for reals

the ups and downs have the best of me at present but i wanted to slip in an 8-31-10 post. not sure what it is, but there is something about the last day of august/first day of september that makes you just cringe. cause i don't care what they say - september=fall and fall=school and school=seriousness and seriousness=waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. maybe this year i make a pact with myself that fall=fun. pete wants to DO more. so do we go generic? apple orchard, red wing fall colors, a hay ride? mmmmm, not so much. but let's brainstorm on the idea because hells no i can't just get back into the doldrums. can't.

so the ups and downs you ask? eeeeesh. living the dream? living FOR the dream more like it. and realizing a lot got lost along the way. the journey is the destination and eckhart tolle has something there. though our conversation tonite went more towards pete's line of thought - planning, goals, etc. etc. can i just throw it all out the window and start over? oh sure i can. i CAN. do i want to? will it make me happier? or will the tumble make me shinier? alls i know is something has to happen and honestly, the more drastic the better. cause the day-to-day rat race has got the better of me and i don't want it to win.

so it goes. goodbye blue monday. hello fall fun.

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