coinkydink

here comes the sun! doi.

two days in a row?! this is totally unprecidented. but i feel like this is the only way i am going to get to the orchard. write my way outta here!

so do you or don't you believe in coincidence? is it a belief? i mean isn't is a noun? so this dude sends me a song today, i listen, i like, later i look up the lyrics and love and then do my normal putz, end-of-the-day work nonsense and head out to the car. timing! silence and then..."I was raised up believing i was somehow unique..." what?! right right, it's popular right now, it can all be rationalized away (what can't?) but let me live in the moment? i did. i did live in it and then retold it twice and already it's fleeting. like there are already so many seconds between then and now that it seems a bit silly. i hate that. i hate that i can't capture that feeling at that moment and bottle it and have it whenever i damn well please. well that seems a little greedy. i know. i already know i love the moments, i love when they happen, i love the way they make me feel and it wouldn't mean as much if i had it on demand. because the river flows, because the square doesn't get shoved into the round hole, because i'm not a bisybackson it'll happen again...coincidence? i think not.