iron woman

rule#1: wow. do NOT drink and blog.
rule#2: but don't be too hard on yourself. that was hilarious to find! (deleted, yo).

in unrelated news: self-sufficiency may NOT be the entire point of life as I know it.

that's really going to put a kink in my costume.

kinda built the whole persona on the ability to have it figured out already. or at least be ABLE to figure it out. find the problem, ask a buncha questions to experts, devise a solution, implement it....I know the drill well.

but quite unsolvable and quite all up in my business lately: emotions & feelings.

blurg.

I heard from a friend that his wife was like, "nah. i'm not interested in going any more in-depth about my actions, reactions, emotions and the like." nice. know your boundaries, I guess.

but see me, I like a good problem. I like a good puzzle. I LOVE to get to the bottom of things.....so ima quite sure i'll stick with this. maybe I don't have the tools yet or the skills or the know-how...but I think that's exactly it. I can't go to pete's shelf in the garage and find something what'll do the job...this is just way different territory than I am used to.

navigate thyself.

and then go eat lunch on the lawn, cause summer goes fast, kids!