spring has sprung again. it always does. they say it could snow again, but that's not gonna stop the opening up of the eyes, the stretching of the arms, the deep breath in through the nose and the wakin up that is a happenin'. it's good.
i've seen this new sitcom - wait no. it's just a show, i guess. no laugh track. anyway - it's not that great, predictible, generic love interests and goofy characters....but i am falling for it. i know exactly why and i don't want to fight it. that feeling...that butterfly stomach, mysterious new person, handsome and funny and how is this going to go?
we've been married 10 years in two weeks. i haven't even tried to digest it. at all. we have a big vacation planned to hawaii and we are both really looking forward to it. unsure what to expect, but both definitely glad it's out there for us. that we planned it. but wow. 10 years ago we were getting ready to ship the dress, tie up loose ends, get ducks in a row....to get fucking married. insane in the membrane. in it to win it. it's been a long fucking road. ups and downs and all arounds. but i can sit here and say that even if i have a tv crush and even if i have dreams about morons at work - i only wanna wake up to pete. and go to sleep next to him and wake up again the next morning to him. i hope it lasts. i wouldn't wanna do it if it doesn't.
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